>>10807 I am just so afraid I might hurt someone again, I lost my girlfriend yesterday because I am so chudlike and egotistical, lost a bunch of my other friends also.
>>10810 I am very confused with myself since she was a troon.. but like a good flavor of troon it was very strange, we were alike in so many ways yet we have polarizing differences. Xe was cute tho
>>10811>>10812
Good cus every time I go to the swinny it feels like more of a metaposting site for der shitty than a genuine splinter. I also saw the development of this site a few weeks ago too so it's cool that the guy running this released it.
>>10816 I don't know whats wrong with me but it felt right, and real too. I haven't been happy in over 4 years yet xe made me illuminate with joy. We were fighting for a while and it kinda just happened. I am sorry if this seems like bait
>>10828 It's hard to explain I have so over autistic that real women don't really fit my criteria for relationships, like I could get a girlfriend, I am somewhat muscular and 6'1, I have had gotten women's numbers and I end up ghosting them because they are so fucking boring, she just made me feel actually important and heard.
I start talking about philosophy and technology and politics with women they get bored and annoyed, she actually listened to me and gave her critique about it all
>>10830 I really don't know the answer, I have bpd, I am schizophrenic, I have a bunch of disorders and physical diseases that living on just feels like a chore, and people don't really like to talk to me because of how manic and egotistical I come off as
Most of my life I grew up around someone I loved deeply, he was an old friend and he is no longer my friend, knew him from 1st grade to graduation, he trooned out last year though and we had a really bad outting because of it, kinda made me hate troons because of it
Skip like a year later and I am just chronically on 8kun and facebook, and I keep getting ads and seeing shit for Patriot front, so... I join, with a lot of designated spots in America (where I live) for neo nazi shit, I read heavily into that stuff when I was 18
I start working out and getting in better physical shape, but I kinda just abruptly quit after I got a job, they don't really like you having those backgrounds in the workforce, and a lot of those guys are closeted homos anyways
About a week ago though I guess I met this person on sharty and I really got attached to them, turns out they're trans and it really blew me away and changed my worldviews entirely and we kinda just fell into each others arms and started romanticizing each other
Yesterday though I had a really bad episode which kinda scared them away and now they want nothing to do with me
>>10897
That's the technical part, how'd you even start dating that troon? Did you get a stiffy from one of his reppeys and decided he was the one?????
>>10909 I guess you can say that but it really was just I found a lot of similarities between us and I really liked that and got infatuated with them, I am very weird when it comes to romance, I don't really like sexual pleasures
>>10917 when they were texting me all this I was freaking the fuck out on the side of the road curled up in a ball and sobbing my eyes out, cars kept honking at me I don't know why
>>10918 I blocked all my old abusive friends and I made a thread on /soy/ as like a cry for help because I was just sobbing my eyes out completely done with everythiing and I made a email and linked it to sharty and they emailed me
>>10940
There is nothing in here either way, try to go outside more and meet other people. Leave your ideology too if necessary, I'd rather for you to be healthy than for you to be on my side.
>>10947
On one side it's too bizarre for it to be true and I personally do not want this to be real.
On the other side, I have seen stuff like this actually happening, so it isn't entirely implausible.
>>10949
incredible, bone chilling, high effort, no ai used a24 baits being made in the snappy. This is why we're ahead of the curve from every splinter and the sharty itself
>>10978 I was thinking about putting reactOS on my laptop and playing with that, apparently they evolved past the Windows NT architecture shit and are on Vista now! Hopefully in the future they manage to get modern shit to work with it
>>10983
absolutely never use retarded hipster distros like gentoo, artix linux, etc. they will just waste your time
i recommend two paths:
use simple, easy to setup distros with kde like cachyos and benefit from linux features with a windows like experience
no systemd debloat route where you use void linux (which is significantly better than artix) or nixos with a tiling dm and whatever else
>>10983
I've fully integrated to linux for a year now primarily because I just don't play games anymore, that was the key factor for me using windows.
I dunno, everything that requires a terminal is so much smoother on linux, powershell sucks, updating your system sucks, windows is just bad overall for optimization and just generally shilling out updates, which is why I like linux.
Anything after vista just feels kinda bad. I really liked playing with 3.1, suprisingly not a big fan of 95 and 98, xp is great, I think windows 7 is pretty meh, it just looks nice, 8.1 with the open shell is pretty good, 10 is 10, 11 is 11.
after about 2 years of using linux and dealing with optimization issues and overall jank consistently i decided to switch back to windows and its been extremely refreshing
ill still use linux on laptops but i prefer windows because i spend more time using my pc than fixing it or editing some config file
>>10986
its well optimized and it definitely has a very specific usecase but i would say most people who compile everything like that only do it so they can say "i use gentoo"
>>10984 any distro that is a compiled variant of an existing distro glows hard, that's why I use debian and not ubuntu, or any rice of debian for a fact
There is two people replying to my question about Linux so that's interesting. I was recommended Debian and Ubuntu once, I was told they were friendly for new users. Should I use either of these?
>>10991
no, absolutely never use ubuntu
my 100% honest choice is cachyos, its extremely easy and you have the benefit of the best package manager which is really good
>>10996
not good for games though which is a big priority for me personally
mint is a good intermediary between something like cachyos and something like ubuntu but i personally like to take extreme sides
